I'm holding on to pieces of us
when it's just us
and we're sitting next to eachother
talking and laughing
listening to music
and just doing nothing
we're telling eachother things
that we may have never told anyone before
that's when it feels right
that's when I feel at my best
that's when I know love is real
because true love isn't just two people kissing
true love is people connecting
when you can sit next to eachother
and not say anything
but still feel at your very best
det är typ sjukt hur mycket den här bilden liknar jag, Norin och Alicia
(random bild från Tumblr)
a c c u r a t e
poem 00:29
I want to hear your voice but I don't want to answer your call. I want you to hold me tight but your arms seems to be so far. I miss the smell of your cologne. it never wants to leave me alone. I'm used to see you smile but now all I can do is cry. I miss the time we had together, now all I have is an empty forever. I can feel my light slowly turning blue because all I fucking miss is you.
22:46 poem
I Love you but you don't know
which is why I've been writing you songs
I Love you but you're untrue
You're holding hands with someone blue
I Love you but you can't hear
I'm crying out for you to be near me
I Love you and it's such a shame
cause I don't know much more than you're name
I Love you when you're on stage
it makes me feel like I can escape my cold cage
I Love you in those ripped up jeans
I like to think it goes together with my white Tee
I Love you and your stupid friends
they make me laugh when I wish life would end
I Love you so much my pulse hurts
I wish you knew I always put you first
I Love you but you don't see
You held on to everyone but me
Artwork
Hej bloggen. Så jag målade lite igårkväll (inte för att jag kan nånting om att måla men.. I tried)
Fly Away - 5 Seconds Of Summer
Texten fu**ade ur lite så jag tänker nog köpa en ny sån där målarduk så att jag kan måla om tavlan fast göra den ännu bättre eller så kanske jag bara målar något helt annat. Jag vet inte än, jag får se hur jag gör..
quote.
"Don't judge people for what they are or simply by their appearance. Actions are valuable and words still means something."
- a.v.b.
02:26 poem
is it the pills in your mouth
that makes your words twist around
I'm waiting for that static feeling
when your voice hits through my screen
You think I'm letting this go
but I'm still fighting for my roll
Trying not to lose my track
cause I know that if I'd ever be a movie
your voice would be my soundtrack
PILLS
- a.v.b.
23:37 poem III
I adore you
I'll run for you
cause you're all I want
I see through you
I'm paralyzed because of you
but you don't know how I
I cling still to you
I scratch my face in desperation
cause I'm separated from you
Keep your distance from me
so I can keep my distance from you
but when I'm alone in my room
I sing to you and I scream out for you
I adore you
I'll run for you
cause you're all I want
I see through you
I'm paralyzed because of you
but you don't know how I
I cling still to you
CLING
- a.v.b.
Thursday
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
Let your hair fall down your shoulders.
but you're perfect to me.
I know I say that I don't care what we look like.
and I'm shaped by imperfections,
but I think that sometimes it's fun to play with your reflection.
04:22 poem II
3 years ago
You thought there were no more places to go
You had already been everywhere
with everyone you know
Went to bed with someone new
They said "I'll be there"
but left you way too soon
You told me all about it
The hurt you caused
Left them in deep pain
What did you gain?
Broken glass and bottles
Blood stains on your shirt
I've never met someone so soar
So broken, in the need of more
But you smiled through every cut
I told you to go home
but you never wanted to be alone
Maybe that's why you ran away
The demons in your head yelled "STAY"
But you screamed "GO AWAY"
And I know you tried your best
But somehow you failed the test
I've never had a friend like you before
Yeah, I wanted more
I wanted us more
You could understand me in a way
I couldn't understand myself yet
I'm holding on until the night
but when it comes again
I think of you
I'm worried for you
I worried for you
while I should've been worried for myself
I can't reach the shelf
I'm too far below
Too far below
I know that my mood is too low
but I never wanted you to go
There's things I need to tell you
before I go
Things I need to let you know
before I blow this candle out
Will you let me know that you know?
Blow This Candle Out
- a.v.b.
03:46 poem I
I'm scared to look into her eyes
She doesn't even seem surprised
I put the world in her hands
but she crushed it every time
I get down on my knees
I'm begging, I say "please"
but the only thing I see in the mirror is me
There's a darkness in her eyes
I know she's bad but she's wise
Blood stank on her shirt
You can't make her wear skirts
As I lay down, I can't take control
it's taking over my soul
I want to say goodbye
but all she says is "why"
I get down on my knees
I'm begging, I say "please"
but the only thing I see in the mirror is me
- a.v.b.
my quote
who's gonna be the one
to tell about me when I'm gone?
who's gonna be the one
to help my spirit live on?
- a.v.b.
what is grey?
Always Believe ∞
"No matter what religion. No matter what race. No matter what you are, you can always Believe. It's all about positivity. All about believing in something great. Believing in a higher power. Believing in yourself. Believing that you can do anything if you set your mind to it."
-Justin Bieber
Call it What You Want
This is where broken dreams are found. if you have a dream? Don't throw it away, cause someone else will pick up the pieces. Hold on to what you Believe.
And they tell you now you're The Lucky One
And they tell you that you're the lucky one but you're so confused cause you don't feel pretty,
you just feel used and all the Young things line up to take your place and all the names go up in lies.
You wonder if you'll make it out alive.
-Taylor Swift
song: The Lucky One
